Tuesday 30 March 2010

coincidence?? or just the way

is it a bloody coincidence??
or just the way i said what i feel??
in my blog..

damn...
i'm not intended to write in my blog,
only when i'm feeling down.. (boring stuff yeah)
when my heart ache..
when i can't told people around me what i really felt...
no.. not my intention...
alas, still doing it..
coz it's the only way to let things go...

i'm sad... suck BIG TIME...
see the word BIG TIME???
yeah right...

about what?? i don't bloody know..
darn...
shoot me, why don't u people???
(so u don't have to put up with me n my stupid ranting n all)

hurmmm... a lot of stuff happened...
and the 'beautiful' thing bout it...
i didn't even realize..
or acknowledge..
or embrace it well..
or even pay attention..
or maybe...
it just me..
just the way i wanna it pass...

bloody hell...
i know it's never a coincidence...
that i will write when i'm feeling down..
i know now..
that's just the way...
to let me calm down...
before i explode...

4 comments:

Naz said...

I definitely cant understand whats behind all these 'coincidences' are about. But i understand that u want to tell something, but telling it all would not be a brilliant idea.

So we speak in what we say as 'berselindung'. Just express how we feel would be good idea. Not to let people know what really cause that kind of sux feeling.

That's what happen in my latest posted note. (^_^)V .

filanastasia said...

naz : if only i can tell everything.. all out.. don't care whether is bout coincidence or not..if only.. but, i can't, rite?? a lot of people feeling i need to care bout.. grrrr...

breath in.. breath out.. no breath.. LOL

Rosnah said...

fara: do remember I always stay behind u..! if u need someone to share, just call me..

Naz said...

haha.. inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale. that does work wonder!