memang dasar

pergh membara jek ati aku..

kalau aku ader M16..

dah lama aku tembak sampai berlubang perut ko tu tau...

memang dasar...

get over you.. really???

I don't know why..

maybe she's look so adorable??

or the song had some connection with myself??

whatever the reason it's got stuck in my head..

Happy BestDay a.k.a BornDay ANGAH!!!

28.10.2011

Happy BestDay..
Happy BornDay...
Happy Everyday..
my dearest ANGAH!!!

have a blast time...

semoga ALLAH memberkati dirimu selamanya..

semoga Angah bertemu dengan wanita solehah..
yang boleh berkongsi segalanya..
yang boleh menjaga, mencintai, menyayangi Angah..
dan yg paling penting..
boleh menerima MAK seperti ibunya..
serta wanita itu mendapat RESTU daripada MAK...

ADEK h.e.a.r.t ANGAH f.o.r.e.v.e.r

\m/

flush ohh flush

dah kenapa fila..
takde tajuk lagik best nak letak..
dah takde benda kamo nak cerita...

aish.. saja la nak kongsi..
it's my blog...
all mine..
suka la nak cerita apa benda pun kan...

ok ok.. straight to the subject...
no no.. fila not a princess..
so 'subject' here not refer to people..
but a subject...
lalalalala.. *kesengalan bermula*

FLUSH TOILET HILANG!!

hamek ko aku bagi caps lock lagik...

mesti korang kata setakat flush hilang..
nak kecoh satu dunia...
hohoho...

yer la..
harus la aku panik..
kat bilik air pompuan 3 bijik sekali hilang..
dan rege setiap satu = RM 400
total lost RM1200..
tu tak masuk upah pasang..
mau tak sakit jiwa aku..

demm...
sapa la yang lahabau sgt g amek flush tu..
kalau aku dapat..
aku ketuk kepala dia ngan batang flush tu...
tak pun aku sula jek biar mereka sedor diri..
jgn berani-berani mencuri flush di Skudai RSA...

benda ni jadi lagik..
last berlaku tahun lepas rasanya...

aishh nak kena waspada..
mereka dah mula kan operasi nampaknya..

memang tak takut dosa betul...
aisshhh..

chow...

Westlife - Lighthouse

eventho i'm keeping all the cd safe n sound in my closet...
i can't resist the charm of Westlife new vid..
it's called 'LIGHTHOUSE'

yes i cried.. again n again..
still not strong enuf to face them..

but even my niece said the song so good..

i quote "best la maksu lagu Westlife ni"

so let's enjoy..

i nak cari tissue..

T___T

WESTLIFE u're my LIGHTHOUSE

princess in every girl..

princess in every girl

enuf said

\m/

princess of heartbroken..

and there goes my heart...

broken once again...

hey u.. congrats for the new job n gf..

u take care ok...

don't worry..

i'll live..

the heartbroken is my new bestfriend..

now i gave a title to meself..

the Princess of Heartbroken...

\m/

no WESTLIFE = NO life

20 October 2011 : 01:32am
i'm gutted..
my heart beat just stop one second
*kalau lebih second mati namanya*
well devastated not really a word..
i felt so down..
HEARTBROKEN..
SAD..
u name it...
the tears just won't stop..
i just lost for word..

huh.. can't keep track what am saying??

yess dearie..
there will be no WESTLIFE after next 2012 farewell tour...
they're splitting up..
under the amicable reason..

WHAT THE HELL...

i just had this most amazing time at their concert..
2 concerts..
Belfast n Malaysia..
got to 'chase' the lads at the KLIA airport..
and got respond from Shane..
*yes he answered my question*
at the concert Nicky wave at my camera..
*i'm feeling so damn lucky*
all those thing that i never imagined can happened to me..
i get almost what i ever dream off..
since I fall in love with them year 1998..
and then because of Westlife…
I met all those amazing fans that became my friends..

and than.. BAMM..

fine...
it's not that i didn't knew this thing will happen..
it will..
i knew from day one..
but i just didn't imagined it will happened so fast..
so near just after i had a blast time...

oh man... i had enuf crying...
that's why i won't try to go to their last concert...
because i knew i will cry the whole night..
and some more..
no fund meh...

even if i can try n look for other way to go.
think better not..
i want to remember them as a band that gave me happy moment..
that make me laugh along with my friends..
that make me smile no matter what happened..
that help me became stronger when there's a bummer..
and Westlife show me that dreams do come true..

i'm non the wiser..
but i can tell u..
there's the loyalty in me..
bloody hell it's 13 going to 14 years...
if it's not loyalty.. i donno what...

oh MY..
it's so hard...
it's like taking half ur heart n keep it in fridge...
i can't feel anything right now...

now u know why so sudden i'm writing on my blog..
coz i can't face the FB, the twitter..
not even a single song from them...
i just can't...
it will put me in tears...
even changed my wallpaper that i tribute to them..
just hoping i'll find another strength..
need time to let the dust settle..
so i can still love them like i did before..
coz hell.. i know i will..
u can take Westlife out of business,..
but u will never take Westlife from my heart..

Westlife lads.. i wish u well..
hope u find whatever u seek from this heartbreaking split..
LOVE u till the end...
le gra..

terkujat kucing...

adoiyaii..

terkujat kucing gtu..
*erkk kesian kucing jadi mangsa*
tetiba my blog have been removed..
dah kenapa?? ko sakit ker BLOG???
sakit hati sebab aku tak update kamo yer..

ish ish ish..
tak patut tau buat tuan kamo mcm tu..
nanti aku tak nak upload gambo2 chantek..
baru tau...
masa tu kamo tukar jd prince william pun aku buat dek jek..

dah dah..
kamo dok jek diam2 ek..
nanti ader masa n ketika..
aku update la kamo..
banyak jek benda yg dah draft..
just nak finalize..
n tadaaaa...
so sabo...
sabo tu kan separuh drpd iman...
cuba kuat2 kan iman kamo tuh..
hohoho..

ok geng..
fila's out...

UK part 3 (Scotland : Glasgow & Edinburgh)

hiya geng..
here we go again...
the very next part of my UK lone ranger trip...
i know, it's been very much late..
but better late than never, ait??!!

the 3rd part was my journey in Glasgow & Edinburgh, Scotland..
nothing much to tell (read : too much)
better let's the picture do the talking...

conclusion :
Scotland one of the oldest town n much beauty with it's own culture, landscape n architecture...

enjoy!!!

this how i look if i'm slim..
don't like much..
i heart my curve.. lol

that's it for now..
until later...
muachhh...

kecil hati yg kecil...

kecil hati..
terasa hati...
sakit hati...
segala yg berkaitan dengan hati...
cuma yg tiada adalah..
cinta hati...

demmm...
tak mampo nak merajuk..
so pasrah jek la....

moga ahli keluarga dilindungiNya..
daripada manusia durjana...
yang hanya tahu memecahbelahkan keluarga....

salam lebaran...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..

MOHON AMPUN ZAHIR BATIN..

MINTA HALAL SEGALANYA...

JAGA DIRI..

ENJOY...

~ wacha ~

stress tahap dewa...

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penat aku ngan crew deco raya ala2 eric..
semangat bagai hape...
menganyam ketupat sampai tak tido...
tak kisah penat sebab seronok nengok hasil yg cantek...
tp td aku datang semua dah kosong...
siling kosong...
dan aku tak sempat nak amek gambo..
stress aku jadinya..
rasa nak tarik semua saki baki deco kat cashier, chiller segala...
kalau nak kosong,..
biar kosong terus...
tapi mak pujuk aku...
suruh bersabar...
lagik stress aku jadinya...
mak nak sangat nengok deco raya yg kami dah buat...
sebab aku kata cantek..
mak kata nak nengok raya nanti..
now apa pun takde dah...
stress... stress.. stress...

semuanya salah siling yg jatuh semalam..
tapi siling tu bukan jatuh sebab kena usik ke hape...
tetiba jatuh sendiri...
tapi deco raya kami gak yg jadi mangsa...
walhal deco tu tak kena mengena pun dgn siling yg jatuh...
jauh dr tempat kejadian...


AAARRRGGGHHHHHHH


AKU STRESS

wonder if still can get 'duit raya'??!!

salamz geng...

it's already 20th ramadhan..
plus minus, insya-Allah in 9 days we will celebrate Aidilfitri...
wonder if i still can get 'duit raya' from my brothers...
my big BIG brother precisely...

well, bonus raya not count since it's from work...
(even tho i'm working with my brother)
won't feel fair coz everyone got 'duit raya' from the boss..
i should get double...
from boss n bro.. ^_^
as it should be.. ait???!!

i just wonder...
if the big brothers will give me 'duit raya' as a gift to their little sister...
(fine.. i'm not so little but i'm always their little sista)

well that's just a thought...
who me to demand such thing..
fila.. sila bersyukur ok..
this time around.. i miss my Ayah gave away..
who will give me the highest 'duit raya' among others..
(T___T)

oh no..
i got the highest from my boss + my big BIG bro back then..
after my dad pass away..
but it years ago...

don't be sad

fila...
don't be SAD..
coz ALLAH know what best for you...

~ selalulah bersangka baik padaNYA ~

u get it if it's meant for you...

GAMBATTE

ramadhan 2011

ramadhan dah masuk hari ke 4..
baru ler tergedek-gedek nak post entri..
tak paham aku tau.. hohoh

ampun jek la yer geng..
semenjak dua menjak ni..
bukak blog, tulis, save, tutup..
dekat berminggu-minggu gtu..
dok ulang benda yg sama...
ntah rasuk apa yg malas sgt ntah...

so sebagai pembuka selera untuk menulis semula..
yer kawan2..
bukan pembuka selera untuk berbuka ya..
tu mungkin untuk entri laen...
aku nak ucap selamat berpuasa untuk family dan kengkawan semua..
semoga ramadhan tahun ini lebih membawa keberkatan kepada kita semua..
aminn...

yg penting ramadhan tahun ini perlu mengajar aku..
untuk tabah menghadapai apa sahaja..
aku perlu kuat..
kerana tinggal beberapa hari saje lagik..
aku tidak lagik budak di ambang 20-an..
sudah mau 3 series gtu..
so harus la lebih matang...
perlu pandai mendahulukan apa yg penting..
ok tipu...
aku suka jek nak mendahulukan apa yg aku rasa nak dulu..
tak kesah la penting ker tidak..
yg musti, penting untuk aku, keluarga dan seumpamanya..
aceh ceh...

udah udah la tu fila..
cukup2 la membelek blog ko tu..
bukan dgn tatap screen macdee..
tetiba blog boleh bertukar..
jadi si gadis sunti yg rupawan..
hohoho...
baek ko g ngaji sementara nak tunggu berbuka..
ader la pekdah..
aiseyman...
until later geng...

UK trip... part 2 (Dublin, Ireland)

hear hear...
fila in the house..
let's get jiggy with it.. LOL

ok.. that's way too much...
i donno what the motive i wrote like that..
to spice up thing a little bit, maybe?? hahahah

orait... let's leave that silly thing behind..
and move with me..
to the journey of my adventure (like - yeah...)

the 1st part that include Belfast, Ireland is up..
now let's continue to the 2nd part..

~ D.U.B.L.I.N ~
dated April 6th, 2011

i love Dublin..
love it.. l.O.v.E it..
LOVE IT...

ok enough said..
but the truth is i do love Ireland..
1) it's where Shane Filan n Westlife origin
2) they're just lovely country (outside Malaysia)

don't believe me?? go n see urself..
or maybe u can enjoy some of it from my not-so-pro lens..
enjoy...

this feet love to walk - in Dublin.. lol

Dergvale Hotel, Dublin

Zaytoon - Persian Cuisine

thanx to my friend who googling it for me..
i'd walked for one and half hour to find this bloody place..
but it's worth it.. coz they are H.A.L.A.L food..
it's just sandwich since Belfast..

here the food..

they called it 'The Spike'..
so high... and make it so awesome..
and also look so dangerous..
one spot that i would look out if i ever get lost (read : sometimes).. lol

this Sir a very nice man..
so damn friendly..
he talked..
n even advise me to keep safe of my belonging..

so do this girls..
they're so tall even they just in high school..
look how short i am (T___T) *sigh*
and they are so very sweet..
i mean really (look at one of those girl's hand)
big lollipop.. so much sugar gonna make u sweet..
*kidding*

the down under was the picture in W.A.X museum..
enjoy...


that's it for now...
we meet again in next part..
until later...

not for kid's eyes...

yup..
seriously all kids (like there's any)..
close ur eyes rite about now...
coz this post definitely not for u..

don't say i didn't warn u...


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kill..




kill..




kill..




die...




die....






R.E.A.L.I.T.Y S.U.X





tq very much life...

UK trip... (Belfast, Ireland)

hi there....
ok ok.. sorry for making u guys waiting..
i'm so bloody busy..
err.. kinda..

here the 1st part of many part...
first and foremost..
Belfast, Ireland..
and the biggest reason i went there..
other than my lone ranger dream trip..

was this one..


Westlife Gravity Tour - 5th April 2011

now let's the picture do the talking for the others yeah...
*since i'm not totally in da mood to write.. S.O.R.R.Y*

this feet gonna go even further..

The HILTON, Belfast

the flower start to bloom

with my new friend a.k.a Westlife's fan from Poland (Magda n Anka)

The Odyssey Arena, Belfast

cute stall in the city centre

PRIMARK, Belfast

there goes the HILTON

with Magda infront of Belfast Hall

hop in hop out bus..

The Big Fish

with Anka at the fish tail.. LOL

love it here..
the atmosphere so in peace..
no chaos no nothing...
the walking around town was so lovely..
except i can't enjoying the food..
and the weather so bloody cold...
definitely wanna come again..

gambo UK untuk cham's

ni gambo kat Dublin, Ireland..
dated : 4th April 2011

khas untuk cham's..
yg laen sila check out my FB ok dear..
see.. takde la sampai tahun depan baru i upload kan..
hahahah