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welcome back..
hu hurm.. i mean..
welcome back me.. hehehe
walaupun jiwa tak stabil mana..
tapi perlu digagahkan..
bukan boleh dilayan sgt..
boleh bikin gilak si..

so.. here another entry..

td opis dapat fax dr epay..
skarang perkhidmatan di petrol kiosk Petronas..
sudah bertambah..
mulai 1 julai 2008...
pembayaran bil astro sudah dibolehkan..
di mana-mana kiosk Petronas yg mempunyai sistem epay..
adui.. bertambah lagik perkara yg nak dipikirkan..
i mean.. how to manage untuk mengelakkan kelam kabut...
buatnya time busy org-org ni datang nak bayar bil..
tak ke haru..
tapi itu la perkara yg mesti dibuat...
bila dah masuk line retail..
especially yg melibatkan org awam..
yg ni.. kena layankan aje.. huhuhu

penstabilan jiwa..

wuahahah..
penstabilan jiwa seh..
mesti ramai tertanya..
mengapa..
ada apa...
tetapi biarlah rahsia..

kepada rakan blogger..
saya mungkin akan menyepi untuk beberapa ketika..
ingin menstabilkan jiwa n perasaan..
sementara mampu..

oleh itu..
kisah-kisah yg berlaku..
mungkin tidak dapat diupdate sekian waktu..

but don't worry..
i'll be back..
when i'm done 'centerize' n organize my heart n feeling..
tq..

baby sitter

semalam 22 june 2008..
kali ke 4 jadi baby sitter anak-anak along..
bila nak dapat baby kedua..
tak bnyk masalah sebab si abg dah memang manja..
baby ketiga pn ok coz along masih duk kat umah yg sama..
sama gak ngan baby ke-4..
so anak-anak sedara tetap rapat..
tapi len sikit time ke 4 ni..
bila kak siti nak deliver baby ke 5..
adib masih kecil..
dan tak begitu manja..
tak mcm abg n kakak..

semalam adalah yg hari paling renyah dan penat..
satu :
straight from work..
no eating.. no sleeping...
dua :
si adib yg paling kecik..
asyik nak berdukung bila nak tdo..
beralih rumah mungkin..
dan juga rindu ibu dan ayah...

sebelum pulang ke rumah..
bawa budak-budak ni pergi jusco..
si kakak kasutnya putus..
minta yg baru..
dah la manusia kat jusco ni..
ramai bagai nak apa..
layan kan ajer..
then beli lauk untuk mereka...
ader yg nak ayam..
ader yg nak bebola ayam..
ader yg nak udang..
mcm mcm... manja sungguh mereka ni...
tapi seronok jugak.. huhuhu

saat yg paling mencabar..
time malam nak tdo kan adib..
berdukung dekat 2 jam..
mau patah pinggang gue si..
last last tido jugak..
dan semua diminta diam..
takut terbangun..
sebab mak su dier ni dah tak larat dah..
terbaring skali kat sebelah dier..


ni la gambo adib after 2 jam berdukung...

itu la pengalaman jadi baby sitter...
walaupun penat..
tetap menyeronokkan..
and i wont change it for anything in da world..
peace..

welcoming nurdamia dalilah

morning everyone..

here i like to welcome..
nurdamia dalilah mohd fuad..
a new member of our family..
a cute baby girl..
weight 3.115 kg..
which born on 22nd June 2008..
5.20 am...

to along and kak siti..
congratulation..
to my other nephew n niece..
don't worry..
mak su still love u guys..
just like before..
we only add more love..
not take the love from u all...

yippie..
cannot wait to hold the real little bundle of joy...

alhamdulillah..

here the pict of damia.. *damia.. i like it*



isn't she cute?? the lips.. kissable lips...

song for my LOVELY AYAH

BYE BYE : Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but i try not cry
As time goes by and it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But It feels like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

adek miss u so much..

scene or verbal

scene or verbal...
kalau dalam bahasa melayunya..
gambo atau bicara..

wahai kawan-kawan..
agak-agaknya..
antara scene n verbal ni..
mana yg lebih patut dipercayai..

terkadang..
gambo ni memaparkan beribu maksud,..
kadang-kadang lebih berjuta maksud..
ala-ala ungkapan omputih tu..
picture worth a thousand words...

terkadang..
ada ketika..
bila terpandang sesuatu gambo..
pelbagai andaian dibuat..

terkadang..
hati mula resah..
gelisah..
sedih n pedih..

terkadang...
bertanya untuk mendapat kepastian..
tentunya..
ada jawapan yg diberi..
tetapi pastikah anda;
jawapan yg diberi itu tulus & jujur..
dan perlukah diambil bulat-bulat..
terima sepenuhnya..
atau;
perlu ditanya lagi sehingga puas...

gigiku...

adui..
ari ni serba tak kena..
baring salah..
drive keta salah..
dok dgr suara-suara dr tv pun salah..
ghupa-ghupanya bunga sakit gigi daa...

walaupun tak selesa..
ku gagahkan diri pg bayar bil..
lama dah bil tu duduk dalam beg tgn..
mak pun dah dok tanya...
dek malas nak berhimpit dgn org yg nak claim rebet..
baru ptg td terlangsai..

balik dr pos office..
pipi dah rasa tebal semacam..
nak ku ketuk : sakit..
nak ku biar : rasa mcm nak mati..
so pg ler pusing kat klinik amim..
sat lagik tutup daa..
nak tak nak kena la balik dulu..
datang semula kul 6 ptg..

rasa mcm nak benggang..
tapi rasa bangga pun ada..
doc kater, lubang tu sangat-sangat kecik..
mungkin tak pernah ader lubang kat gigi..
tu sensitif giler..
doc siap puji:
selain gigi yg berlubang..
gigiku sgt bersih...dan kuat..
abis gigiku diketuk-ketuk..
sakit la doc oit...
tapi tak mengapa la kan..
kiranya, rekod gigi bersih masih menjadi milikku...
seperti waktu sekolah-sekolah dulu..
yuhuu...

demikian la kisah gigiku..
yg kadang-kadang sengal..
tetapi tetap ku sayang..
hik hik hik...

Petronas & org-org nyer..

Isnin : 16 june..
org besar Petronas nak dtg lagik..
kalau satu ketika dulu..
rasa bangga hendak dilawat..
tapi kini..
mcm dah satu fenomena biasa..
mcm dah kurang ummph..
sebab kalau dtg pun..
masuk pintu depan belah kanan..
keluar pintu depan belah kiri...
kekadang tak nengok pun persiapan yg dibuat..

tak berapa nak kisah la..
ada jugak baiknya mereka nak dtg..
sekurang-kurangnya,
kami alert tentang stesen..
sentiasa dikemaskini..
pastikan sentiasa bersih n ceria..
mesra n happening.. huhuhu...
itu paling penting..
keselesaan kepada pelanggan..
motto kami..
so, kehadiran mereka tu...
mcm button kesedaran la..
erm boleh ker macam tuh??
aper-aper jek la labu.. hehehe...

chows...

AYAH...

tahun 2008...
tahun ke 5 menahan sebak...
ucapan hari bapa tidak dapat dilafazkan...
secara lahiriah kepada AYAH...
kerana kini..
sudah lima tahun..
AYAH kembali kerahmatullah...

ibu bertanya..
kenapa tiada sambutan hari bapa..
tiada cenderahati diberikan kepada pelanggan..
seperti yg dibuat pada hari ibu...
sibuk..
itu alasan yg terpacul..
sedangkan hati ini tidak tega..
mengucapkan bibit perkataan...
yg terlalu istimewa..
untuk bapa lain diluar sana..
selain AYAH...
bimbang airmata mengalir tanpa sedar..

perkiraan 5 tahun..
belum cukup lama...
belum cukup kuat...
untuk diri ini...
mengakui kepergian..
kerana anak manjamu ini..
sesungguhnya merindui belaianmu...
bukan tidak redha..
cuma..
kerinduan yg menebal..
untuk mendengar suaramu..
mendapat kucupan di dahiku..
serta pelukan hangat seorang bapa..
seperti yg AYAH berikan..
setiap waktu dan ketika..
seperti dahulu..

dan percayalah AYAH..
tiada bapa di dunia ini..
yg akan dapat menggantikan tempatmu..
AYAH terlalu istimewa..
dimataku...
dalam hidupku..
adek akan tetap merindui AYAH..
selamanya..

SELAMAT HARI BAPA.. AYAH...

sukma ke XII

tahniah kepada kontinjen Terengganu...
muncul juara buat kali pertama...
61 pingat emas...
amat membanggakan..

wahai warga terengganu..
jgn cepat berpuas hati...
kerana mengekalkan kehebatan bukan mudah..
sesungguhnya;
mengekalkan lebih sukar dari memulakan...

caiyok caiyok.. huhuhu

cute teddy n brain freeze item

hello again.. it's a bit sometime i didn't post anything yeah.. not there's nothing happened in my life.. quite contrary.. too much happened.. i'm so bloody busy lately.. with short of crew.. end of school holiday and also increasing of fuel price.. each one of it kinda need attention from us a.k.a me.. huhuhu.. not that i can do anything with the oil price.. but i did lending my ear to most customer who keep complaning bout the price.. common la.. it's already done.. live with it.. i donno.. as a sales person.. that's what we do.. listened and keep listened.. maybe that's make me good sales person.. hahahhaha.. perasan la me.. whatever...

this one is the pict i took on the nite before oil price going up.. da station so pack.. even i didn't get to fill up my baby J.. but i don't mind so much.. huhuh..



so.. one of this day.. i really need sometime off.. and da day i'm taking off from work.. i went to JUSCO.. and i did found this cute little bundle of joy.. huhuh.. da picture down here... it's so cute isn't it? and it's so big n so soft to hug.. so.. anyone?? buy for me?? tq in advance. huhuh



and i did have one of everyone fave dish that i never had in quite a long time.. ABC as in air batu campur.. heaven beb... my bro bought it from one of the stall that we used to eat when we still live in Kg Melayu.. i ate it n got some BRAIN FREEZE.. huhu.. power.. here goes da pict.. yummy..



so.. i think that's wrap up my busy week.. peace n enjoy yer life.. it's not usually long enough for us to enjoy.. so.. chill.. yippie.. daa

wedding vs sesat..

aduish.. letih sungguh hari ni...
dua hari berturut-turut g wedding...
semalam pagi ke pontian..
tgharinya ke kg kurnia...
balik petang..
dah tak toleh kiri kanan...
atas sofa beradu..
malam baru menjengah bilik..
huhuhu...

ari ni ke felda waha...
ader wedding sorang kenalan...
perginya awal..
tapi dah dok sesat mencari rumah..
last last dekat nak sanding baru sampai...

sungguh hebat org-org di felda ni..
satu hari sampai 3 rumah buat majlis..
dan td.. sampai rumah ke-3,..
baru tepat rumah yg ingin dituju...
nasib tak main redah bila nampak rumah pengantin..
sudah silap la pulak..
kalau tak.. kompem malu.. huhuhu

begitu la aktiviti seharian..
la ni masuk keja dah...

next week sambung lagik majlis yg len.. tunggu..